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Wise Woman Wisdom ...
There Was a Time
by Waynonaha Two Worlds
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There was a time when I cared about
how others may see me. I worried that I was not well
dressed enough or had the proper amount of makeup. I
was always aware that I may not belong to the right
organizations or church. I did not subscribe to the
right political parties. All of the years I tried to
fit in I would have been better off not trying because
in the end it really does not matter.
I fussed and fretted right down to the proper dress
for the occasion. My hair must be just so and my nails
and gloves, shoes hand bags all that piled in a heap
in the middle of the bed while I made my selection.
Hours went into grooming my outside while my inside
went wanting for some truth and for freedom. I felt
that the latex girdles we never ventured out of the
house without, were as restraining to the body, as the
mind was restrained by proper manners. The cone shaped
bra that made you look like you had just stuffed two
ice cream cones in you dress not only were uncomfortable
but also producing a fake appearance for others to see.
All of the things we women were governed by were there
to force us to appear the same, or at least acceptable
to the public world.
I never quite fit into that mold and always found myself
at social occasions on the outside looking in. I often
went for long walks alone while others sought the safety
of the crowded dance floor. I never fit into the giggling
school girl conversations that whispered behind the
well groomed hands. Not to say I did not envy
the ones who fit in and belonged to that polite society
or the "in crowd". I had taken my turn
at all the fashion trends, finding them boring, and
frustrating.
Perhaps it was the fear of being separated out for criticism
that we tend to cling together and become one anonymous
blob. I guess that old safety in numbers is true and
can protect you to a point; then you have to step out
or become lost from your own true self.
My grandmother use to call it the "pecking order"
like in the hen yard. I learned my best lessons on "what
not to do", from the hens. Chickens will gang up
on the weak and literally peck them to death. So the
pecking order is one that I will not soon forget.
We as human and huwomen, are different and unique. This
difference is not only physical, we know from the very
study of our DNA and voiced prints not to mention the
all mighty finger prints; but also our state of
mind.
Why then if we are meant to be unique do we need to
stifle that precious gift and try to assimilate each
other to the point of mimic? You cannot be me and I
cannot be you or how else would we ever be able to tell
us apart. Then we start with the. "you can belong
and you cannot" we perpetuate the need to control.
Separation and control was the sign of the fourth world
and we are fast entering the middle of the fifth world.
There is no place for separation in this time if we
are caught in that we will not excel to the place of
knowing.
A gold fish is a gold fish to the untrained eye but
if you're a gold fish then I suppose you can tell the
difference. The human race is unique in the fact that
none of us look alike, that is the clue that we
are not meant to look or act or be alike. Yes there
are some basic ground rules on living together, but
other than that just about everything is acceptable.
Our minds can be trained to think in a certain way yet
we still have the individual personality like layers
of a rose, each petal is different.
What is acceptable to you may not be acceptable to me
and so on and so on. We all can be drawn into thoughts
and actions that influence our lives and cause us pain
and discomfort. That discomfort is the price we pay
for growth and understanding, it is when you start to
reflect it on others to cause hurt, you have stepped
into a place of consciousness. With that in mind we
are able to hand out great power in numbers and in the
pain and suffering we can cause a few.
Remember there is safety in numbers so we tend to want
a large following.
We may question our reason for this
discomfort that drives us to these actions and the reason
we feel threatened. We will, as in time past, run
to talk to someone of like mind and speak about our
fears so that we can work on the issues at hand.
We dress in our acceptable cloths and cover our face
with the acceptable amount of make up, careful to dress
the hair and body in an acceptable way.
Politely over tea cups and folded napkins, with white
crisp gloved hands we skim the conversation in polite
ways. Stone faced so as not to show emotion we slip
in and out of vague attempts to dislodge the problems
without appearing rude.
Each story has many sides if viewed from all points
of the wheel, this we call perspective or a point of
view. All sides must be seen and honored to find
the complete picture.
Some times when the whole world is out of balance it
is good to just sit and listen let the talking stick
go round a few times. Enter into the silence and learn
your place in the plan of all things, then you can find
your own balance.
When you have found your own self again you can walk
in your own unique way without the hindrance of the
crowd. Once shed of this need to be protected you will
also have to learn to grow and understand others in
a different way. Acceptance will not be as important
as it once was to you and the very idea of being alone
in your own mind will be a treasured moment. The
need to be socially acceptable will no longer be on
the top of your list. You will begin to cast off the
garment of polite society and find the once thought
of as "must have friends" will slowly change
to the "still have friends."
It is a slow and long journey to this place and one
that is well worth the taking. The center of your self
is the destination and the reward is the truth and beauty
that you have brought to share.
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